一日 Day 1

So today is day 1 of my raw food/ juice challenge.
I want to become extremely beautiful and the only way to do that is exercise eating healthy and
taking my herbs.

July 1st
I have no idea of how much I weigh and I'm a little scared to find out.
Goal: 105
I'm going to drink some laxative stuff.
The last 5 days have been food crazy and I need to back off of it now.

So in the morning I'm going to take my herbs and tonight I'm going to buy some laxative something.
I'm going to eat mostly diretic foods, and juice mostly.
Breakfast: Tall glass of water some nice tea and a grapefruit
herbs
Lunch: Tall glass Tea Mix of Senna and Detox and apple and cashews
Dinner: Tall glass Tea/ Water/ Cucumber

Goal to get my body as clean as possible
Rid myself of all addictions
Rid myself of parasites

If I get to my goal, get rid of my parasites, and addiction, and most importantly grow closer to God, I'm am going to promise myself to go to Japan someday, and go on a bit of a shopping spree.
Tomorrow I'm going running.

The Body Breakdown and Build up

I'm going to do something different.
An experiment on my body.
The first 10days I'm going to only eat fruit and veggies onions and spinach
and drink juice and water

Then I'm going to only drink water and tea and maybe some juices for the rest of the 11 days

A full on 21 day fast. I will when.
I really want to get to 105 and that is going to happen. I'm going to make sure it does.

Day 4/15

THE CLEANSE:
Okay so I've been juicing lemon and apple on this paragone clease, and what has been coming out of me is not ppo. It doesn't look like a parasite either, and it's been rather watery. It's dark black tar-like mucousy stuff. It looks kind of like what those people who do cleases and hold up like some odd feet of this nasty bile that they pooed out, but mine is like an inch of it. It's gross. I guess the combination of the lemon and this cleanse is really losing the stuff on the colon walls and getting the junk out of my body.
I know that is the point of the master clease. The stull looks vile. I do think the parasite are coming out with this junk, because their where bubbles in one poo with the black moucusy stuff
My face is becoming a lot better thankfully. I no longer look like my face is swollen.

I've been listent to dewane sheirff taps about the Holy Spirit and it's amazing. I plan to listen to them everytime I come home. I also feel more connected to the church now. It's seems like I'm not alone anymore. I care about everyone there so much. They truly are my family.

SECRET...
And I have a secret. I do like someone. I wish I didn't because I just want us to be friends. Always good friends. I always tried to ignore him or when I see him walk the other way. But that just made things akward (like I wasn't being a good friend). So yesterday at church (wednesday). I went to the youth class (even though I'm more college-aged and he is in college too.), and he was singing in the front. Sometimes he plays the drums. I sat with Raven, and after worship service he sat next to me and said 'hi'. We normally say hi...Anyway we were basically the last 2 people to leave. His brother was there too. He taught me how to do an allie. He is pretty good at skateboarding. He had to leave to study for his test. So I texted him and said 'do good on the test!' (one exclamation point) and when I was half asleep he texted back and said 'thanks very much!!' two eclamation points. (lol not that it matters lol). The biggest reason I don't want to be his girlfriend....or anyone's girlfriend is because breaking up is horrible. It's like going through a divorce when your not even married. I think it's ridiculous to date someone and then not date them and just like separate. When I was in college, there were this guy and girl and they were always together and then when they broke up it was just really akward talking to either of them. Anyway I hope my crush isn't like that. Actually I'm pretty sure he isn't like that.
I know God is going to use him in a big way. I just hope that we are always friends and that there is nothing akward between us, because he truely is a great friend.

International Jobs

I recently picked up a book from that library that was titled international jobs.
I have been trying to study Japanese, korean and spanish. All 3 languages are interesting, but I plan on learning Japanese the most, because I want to go to Japan and study there.
I don't know what life will bring me, but I'm ready for the ride.

World Minded: Peru (Traveling the World)

This summer I was planning on going to Japan (full ride scholorship) the only thing I had to pay for was the ticket and room and board. I didn't have enough money saved and I ended up not being about to go.
But God's plans are better and bigger then my plans.
My plans where to go to OC and study Japanese there and teach English in Japan. But somehow I ended up in Oklahoma (parents now in Texas) living in my brother's living room and growing closer and closer to God with everyday experience. That have really moved in a better direction. 1st I thought I was going to Japan, but now I'm going to Peru. To a little city outside the bounds of Lima. My current church, River of Life, is going to be building a church there in memorial of Sherlie Spencer's mother and father. Sherlie Spencer is a great person in our church and a great sunday school teacher with lots of experience in the church field. I'm blessed to know her.

At any rate. I found out that Peru has the second largest Japanese community. I'm still studing Japanese on and off and I plan to becom fluent eventually. Hopefully soon. I bet I could have been fluent by now id I really stuck to it and studied everyday...which I've decided I am going to do. God has really blessed me and I'm ready to go for.
I'm really internationally minded now (I've always have been ever sense I was little). I want to visit countries all around the world. I want to travel and see different sights. I want to travel and help the poor and the orphans...those without. I'm bless to have this desire. At any rate there are a lot of things I have to do inorder to travel. I have my passport but I have to get packing a...sap.

It's going to be fun. I can't want to go forward and do what I need to do in my life.
God's grace and blessing and especially favor is all over my life, and I feel sooo loved my Him.

Always trust in Christ, because He truly has your best interests at heart.
I am soo blessed,
Kara

Japanese: Plural and Singular

Okay so, I've been thinking about languages a lot recently. Mostly about English in comparison to Japanese. In English we has all these little oddities in out language that would make it really difficult to learn if you weren't a native speaker. I'm starting to wonder about the difficulties of Japanese language. In America we have the pular forms and agreeing verbs and what not, but in Japanese plural and singular is the same unless your using counting numbers. In Japanese if you want to show plurality who would say 'some apple' or ' a few apple'. In English you can say Apples but if you use the phrase 'a few' or 'some' you also have to make the noun plural.
EX: 'some appleS', 'a few appleS'
English is a lot more difficult then Japanese in this way. The hardest thing of an American of native English speaker is wrapping their minds around these ideas. Their small details but it make a huge difference when it comes to learning a new language.
I'm still beginning, but I will continue to post the difference I learn from Japanese language and the English lanuage.

I hope this has helped someone.

Jaa ne.

Clock Life

Life is like a clock always ticking along. Ticking along until suddenly everything stops. You reflect on your life and you no longer see the long hours of waitting, but the seconds wasted.

I want my life to be full of meaning and purpose and I want every second to reflect that!!

What about you?